It gets so frustrating!

Well it has been quite a while since i've posted anything, but since I have a lot on my mind i figured I would go ahead and vent here.  I am pleased to say i am weighing in the 160's. It's taken forever to get here and it's even harder now than ever before.  I weighed on Monday (which was memorial day) 164.5, the lowest ever and every day since then i have gone up and up, no explanation except that hopefully it's a hormonal issue because my cyle starts next week and perhaps due to my strenuous weight lifting class on Tuesday.  My body is still a little sore.  I know i struggle with keeping my sodium low, but I have been drinking tons of water on top of that.  

I just don't know if I am going to make my goals.  I am so close, yet so far away.  We'll see what tomorrow brings...so far my weight is so close to 170 it's ridiculous (for the nightly weigh in). I knwo i'll be at least 1 lb lighter, but that's not good enough.  I need to stop focusing on the darn scale, but it's hard.  I am working harder than ever and thought that results would show for it, and they are not.  At least not to what I can tell. Yeah i am smaller and all, but i've been in the gym working my butt off and eating well...still nothing but a tease...SIGH